my life has changed drastically since i moved to utah.
oh yeah, i moved to utah.
surprise.
ever since i left the university of the arts, i needed a change. certain events have led me here. and i wouldn't change my decision for the world. if you had asked me that same question three weeks ago, i would have said the exact opposite. i didn't think i'd ever end up here, living with my grandparents, going to the community college just 5 miles away.
but, nevertheless, here i am.
and i concluded that if i'm going to be living here (for a while), then why not actually start my life over again? i've never been a good blogger, that's my mother's job. but. . . i feel that in order for me to really be myself again, why not just blog every once in a while? we all have lives. we all have troubles. we all have work that we will push off to the last minute to do. but. . . not all of us have blogs. and i want to be a blogger. even if i just write a few lines, and pop a picture here and there. at least, i'll have something cute to look back on (besides my journal, of course).
being in utah, there are days where i'll look out the window and i'll still be amazed that i'm actually here. it's nice, really. i've learned to accept it. and i definitely miss my friends and family back in jersey. but i know this is a good start for me. it'll help me indefinitely. and i know that i'm here for a reason.
my life has taken many different courses throughout my eighteen years. but this one particular course, i can safely say has changed me for the better. and i wouldn't go back and step off that plane before it landed. it was hard, and it hurt a lot. i lost things close to my heart. but i've also gained new friendships, reconnected with my loved ones, and hopefully. . . i'll sew my heart back up again and i'll be happy in the way that only love can show you.
i look forward to that.
and i look forward to blogging.
i promise i'll write this time.
stay tuned, because you never know what adventure i'll tackle next!
stay classy, my lovelies.